roxywood farm is an enchanting place

i would like to thank the lovely ladies at roxywood farms for allowing me to come to their farm and photograph the llamas and horses there.  it was such a treat!

http://www.roxywoodfarms.com/

pics on flickr!

some funny stuff

i wonder how this will all turn out.

these days, my wish is for that kind of happiness.

new pics on the flickr

rememories

december, at night.
standing outside.
listening to the laughter inside.
smelling the chimney smoke.
breathing the crisp air.
looking at the stars.
wanting but feeling complete at the same time.

im blogging alot today

i found this here: http://beepbopboop.tumblr.com/post/54513311
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simple pleasures

http://www.flickr.com/photos/garrettmurray/

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL

http://you-are-beautiful.com/

peace out

i have new photos and videos from the fair/petting zoo on my flickr. check it out and let me know what you think!

summing it up

http://postsecret.blogspot.com/

ooo look at this!

http://www.magdalenabors.com/

so this is me MANIPULATING my photos....

so i thought i might try something different with my semester project to make it more -dreamlike/fantasylike/pretendlike/better- by adding textures and things to the image. i dont know.  since apparently im "beating a dead horse"  its a thought.   

what do we think?

please click on them to view larger.

so yeah

i am not allowed to make mistakes.

i have been here all of 5 months. everytime is different. nothing is the same. there is no pattern for me to learn from. the only other person that knows how has over a years experience on me and even they dont know it all.

this shit aint easy. OBVIOUSLY. there is a reason why we are the only two that can do it.
YOU dont even know how to do it. YOU are supposed to be able to guide me and CANT even do that.

so WHAT exactly am i supposed to do?

f.u.

i need this...

listen to the song "How it Ends" by Devotchka and be inspired