i am not allowed to make mistakes.
i have been here all of 5 months. everytime is different. nothing is the same. there is no pattern for me to learn from. the only other person that knows how has over a years experience on me and even they dont know it all.
this shit aint easy. OBVIOUSLY. there is a reason why we are the only two that can do it.
YOU dont even know how to do it. YOU are supposed to be able to guide me and CANT even do that.
so WHAT exactly am i supposed to do?